Regrets Revealed

Small me. Even back then I was depressed. 

Once upon a time, there was a little girl that was supposed to stay inside her momma’s belly, anyways…

I say this, because sometimes It’s hard to continue living. There was a time when I was really emotional and didn’t really care much. It’s really been a rollercoaster. After high school graduation it got even harder. Dad wasn’t being a nice father. My boyfriend broke up with me. I lost my best friend to the incredible monster of death. And, then I didn’t want to go to college. I asked myself what I really wanted. I had no answer. 

One day, her mother decided to move… to another country to seek her husband. It was a great mistake.

I said that moving to the United States was a great mistake because this brought uponMany events that affect me in so many ways. My mother and I lived in Mexico and lived off my Dad’s money that he sent from working here. Eventually my mother thought that it would be best if I grew up with my father by my side and decided to cross the border illegally. Moving with my Dad is not just the color pink. He had his problems such as high temperament and this led us to leave him again. So she did this just for me to grow up with a hard working man, yet that’s not able to stop drinking when I asked him in tears to stop. If he could just stop maybe he would be able to understand me more and we could have a better relationship as a family. 

The pictures depict the family members that I could have been very close to if my mom would’ve stayed in Mexico. 

Sometimes I miss her a lot. 

And then, she lost half her soul when her friend passed away. 

When all of the sudden, she decided she wanted to be a doctor and tries to survive doing so.

And so, she started from zero with the help of friends, God, and she continues to soar at UNCC to accomplish her dreams of being a doctor. After this she plans to move to NYC and adopt an Asian kid and make her the happiest kid alive.

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I love cats so much but I can’t have one. Sucks. 

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And so, she started from zero with the help of friends, God, and she continues to soar at UNCC to accomplish her dreams of being a doctor. After this she plans to move to NYC and adopt an Asian kid and make her the happiest kid alive.

This was at the student orientation for UNCC. Slowly, I am getting close to peacefully continuing living for the benefit of my family and those around me. 

It’s gonna get better. Just Coast with Me. 

If if wasn’t for her, I would’ve probably given up a long time ago. 

There are several quotes that are pinned to my board on my desk. I like to look at them sometimes as motivation whenever I need some. Which is a lot. 

321wegolive:

LOOK AT THOSE EYES! O.O <3

UM, Yeah, I love this dude. A lot. 

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And so, she started from zero with the help of friends, God, and she continues to soar at UNCC to accomplish her dreams of being a doctor. After this she plans to move to NYC and adopt an Asian kid and make her the happiest kid alive.

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